#how do you do, fellow kids 2026-02-15T17:03:59.874 [tag] daily life, 2026 hello! :) i fixed a little blog thingy. the code is from Mo. i usually use twitter for things like this but i feel like i need to move on from using twitter like a diary y'know. idk. anyways i felt i needed to push this one out ASAP because woah a lot has happened since i started this website just 3 days ago. insane. well. idk. either way i have a lot on my mind now when i'd rather be coding and drawing. it's tiring being an adult and having to have drama discussions online when i'd rather have it face to face. i feel like a lot of miscommunication can be cleared up that way, if we could read each others body language. i did have to step up my heart medication, which is cool. i guess. it's not really related to my heart but rather my ADHD medication. but my nurse said if the heart medication works and the ADHD medication works then there is not really a need to change, and i agree! my only side effects so far are increased pulse, heart palpitations and nausea. however the nausea can easily be treated by eating food when i take my meds (thank god i have a pharmacist mom) and the pulse + heart palpitations are treated by a very low dosage of beta blockers! #i got sick... 2026-02-17T16:13:30.252 [tag] daily life, 2026 my dad got sick. and then he got me sick only a day later. and it's honestly one of the weirdest colds i've ever experienced. i got the regular high fever that i normally get when i'm sick, and then i get my regular nausea because my body swallows so much air and i can't burp it out because of course i can't burp. who tf designed my body???? either way this is all normal for a cold. and then the shivers hit. i never shiver when i have a fever, idk why but i'm grateful for that. because holy shit i have never been this miserable. i ran to the shower and stood there for maybe a good 20 minutes just shaking. i eventually got out and it felt like the shower did nothing to warm me up. so i snuck into my dad's room and stole a blanket and made a little omega nest in my own bed with two thick blankets and high heat. obviously by then the ibuprofen and paracetamol kicked in so i started sweating buckets ;_; all in all i'm grateful i can still breathe through my nose and taste things. and then my dad walked into my room and went "btw i just lost my ability to taste". ERTGJIKSJNKLGAERSJNKGLSERJNKLGJNKL,SDEFR #blogging my epic life 2026-02-19T17:25:10.129 [tag] daily life, 2026 still sick, it's awful. another week of skipped riding lessons. i hate that i can't ride. i'm gonna make some naan today later. in like 20 minutes. i want it with my tikka masala. yum. #death and revival 2026-03-03T05:17:45.906 [tag] daily life, 2026 sorry i died, hehe. a lot happened in my life that was honestly miserable to deal with. personally though, i am fine! i was finally able to attend riding class again and it went amazing. got to try out a dressage saddle for the first time. it was... something. in other news. i have been working on my sona and have a design down. all i gotta do is draw it. i also plan on re-making my homepage. not really anything dramatically different from what i have right now. but more... smaller and maximalist. i also plan on doing more of my page decorations by hand (the pixel art at least). i am terrible at UI design. my one true enemy. also i am writing this on my phone as i lay in bed. hihihi.